Changes....

So many changes have occurred in our household the past few weeks. Of course the addition of Baby Connor has totally changed the dynamics of our entire family. In addition to having a tiny baby in the house now, everything else has changed. We now have 2 adults and 2 kids. Either Greg or I is always doing something with one of the kids.

Those are all changes I totally expected and have been embracing. However, there have been a lot of other surprises to me as well....

My heart has opened up in a way I didn't know was possible the past few weeks. I am more relaxed this time around than I was with Casey... I think this is mainly because I know what to expect this go around. I am taking in every single moment with my new baby and my family. I absolutely love looking at both of my boys. Casey is so sweet with Connor. I love watching him give Connor kisses or tell me that Connor is crying and he needs his pacifier. I stare at Connor with such joy and excitement because I have living proof in Casey of the joy that lies ahead as Connor grows and develops. I feel our family is more closely on the way to being complete now that Connor has joined us and that is a wonderful feeling.

I am so incredibly thankful to have two beautiful, healthy boys. I wouldn't trade them for the world. I am also thankful that my two boys have such a loving, kind and involved daddy who cares about them and loves them unconditionally.

I am blessed.